SMALL: When I’m vulnerable but I want a sort of shield around me, that’s when I bring in my layers, my modulation, my distortion. Yeah, I’m vulnerable, but there are so many me’s within these layers. There’s power in numbers. It feels like something I have to do, in terms of the modulation. I also think about Tyler and how he modulates his voice for different projects. I remember as a kid reading r/tyler/golfwang and being like “Oh my god! That’s what that means?” and being blown away by the amount of storytelling that pitching a voice can do.
When I pitch up my voice, it takes on its own character and that’s what that means for me. It’s more than just pitching my voice, too. It’s how I say certain things, the tone I have when I rap on certain songs. Different stories are going to be told in different ways. I want people to feel more connected and I want to be more vulnerable, so I utilize different tools to reach that goal.
KC: I admire how your music morphs over time to express different emotions and experiences. What do you mainly want to express through your music? What messages do you want people to take away from your work?
SMALL: My music is my Notes app. It’s like a time capsule, a memento. It’s an expression of “Here’s what I’m on right now.” My music is a part of me, it’s my world. And that’s what it is. I’m building a universe.
An artist I’d like to shout out is Anna Kamp, also known as August Kamp (@guskamp). She is a musician who has helped me and been there with me through my growth process as an artist. We make music together in a band called Nor There. We approach music like an anthology. She used the word first. It’s an MCU but for songs. My favorite thing for artists to do is to easter egg drop a reference to an older track or project. It reminds me of the days when I used to look things up on random Reddit threads or read Genius lyrics to “get it.” I want to build something immersive like that. I want to build a universe of Small.
KC: Let’s talk about what you’re working on now. You have a single coming out on July 2nd. Tell me a bit about that.
SMALL: The single is called “Past Me (Keep My Notes).” I’m working on this album with a lot of people. There are about ten artists working on this project with me in terms of production, being a featured artist, or even just their voice being on the album. But for the most part, this album and “Past Me” was an accident. I recently got access to a good piano to record music on and I was just fucking around on it until eventually, I was like “Damn, I should get people to sing on this.” So I invited my friends over to record and sent them tracks to lay vocals on until I had so many songs that I thought “This is a project. These songs are so good, I can’t just sit on these!” The tracks clearly had a story to them.
The process of putting this album together has allowed me to feel more comfortable as a musician. I’m trying to prove myself as a musician as a whole using different tools in music to make a song. This is the first project where the majority of the songs are just my production and instrumentation, just my musicianship.
The way I think about it is like this: Please Cry 4 Me is me presenting to you my world in a sense of “Hey, this my first project, and this a world that I’m building.” And there are rough patches, and of course that album isn’t as refined as my next one, but it’s still my world. It’s still my presentation of me to you. With my next project, I’m showing you the first celestial object within the universe that the world resides in. But there is so much more to explore.